Maybe yall don’t get it. Maybe yall don’t believe that I’m real and sincere about these emails. Today i want to let you know that I’m completely broken. I’m a person that holds a lot in but these emails have been my passion for so long because i long to preach the Gospel with all that God has blessed me with. My pastor spoke about Love last night and that that is what we are called to do. Josh McDowell speaks that when we feel not love then its one of our deepest fears. It’s when we feel alone even though theres everyone around us. Today i have hit the rock bottom. I feel alone and empty.

     I often felt that Jesus might of felt this way in times. But just like him i put my trust in God. Its what carried Christ and its what has to carry me. I feel a lot John the Baptist as we talked about from the last lesson. I feel that i will never be worthy enough to even loosen the sandals of Christ. But Christ told us that he sees our work and tells us that are labor is not in vain.

    Today is simply this. When you feel as if you have hit rock bottom, know that you never hit it alone. God is with you the whole way and is just waiting to pick up the pieces and put you back together. Max Lucado wrote a book that expresses that point amazingly with the title. ” God loves you the way you are but refuses to keep you that way. he wants to change you to be more like Jesus” . such an amazing book. I am just so thankful that God is wanting and willing to change me to be more like Jesus.

    I don’t know where you are at in your journey in life. But more times than not it takes complete brokenness to get you in the direction needed to complete what God had in store for your life.

    Joshua 1:9 states Be strong and courageous for the Lord God will be with you with soever you shall go. Know that…

    My constant prayer is that God will help me to decrease so that he increase and  can be the greater in my life.

    Today i want yall to take some time and search your own hearts. Maybe your broken and are trying like me to overcome it on your own. Pride got me here trying to be good when in reality I’m not. Take this for what it is worth. But i pray that you take it as a time of examination of your life with God. Not about where Ross stands whats going on here. God is rebuilding one day at a time. I look forward to this journey and all that will be apart of it.

    So let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need. Hebrews 4:16 and lastly i say Philippians 4:4 rejoice in the Lord always: and again i say Rejoice.

May God bless you and your hearts be forever changed.

In Christ Name,
Ross Campbell

Preacher Man (FollowingHimWhoDiedForMe)